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This year, I set myself the foolish task of trying to write something every day, and what you see here is the result. None of this is finished, polished, or in any way good. It's usually a few lines at the end of the day when I'm tired, my head's broken, and this nonsense spills out of it onto the page. Feel free to comment away, and if you think anything has any potential then let me know and I might have a go at working on it further.

But hang on, where's the first month? You've ripped us off! I hear you say... Well, yes. I have been writing since the beginning of January, but it's taken me a while to get the blog up, so everything here is a month old.

Tuesday, 29 April 2025

Ink

'A pint of your best Abyssal Black',
I ordered at the ink-stained bar. 
The proprietor stood and flexed his arm
Where a blue tattoo danced with a scar. 

He took a bottle from the rack 
And fitted it below the pump, 
Then staining at the wooden tap
He drew forth ooze from some sunken sump. 

With the bottle brim-full of night
He wiped the tap and stoppered a cork. 
I slid my coins across the bar
And he turned his back, no need to talk. 

I stowed that precious onyx
And strode off to my desk at home
Where I dipped my nib in darkness
And scratched out this poem. 

Wednesday, 23 April 2025

Knock Knock

'If you must', the door-knocker speaks,
Its grating voice an impish squeal, 
'But there is nothing for you here, 
Nothing that opening will reveal' 

You reach to raise the iron-work
And could swear it moves before you do
You drop the ring upon the bolt
And silence echoes inside you

Before too long it speaks again
'I told you but you never ken,
Behind this door lies nothing'. 
And so you sound the iron again

Again resounding nothingness rebounds 
But this time bids the door ajar
You step through yourself and look behind
To find the door is who you are. 

Tuesday, 22 April 2025

Mirrors

Inside your private universe
Where all there is is you
You and your body
You and your shape 
Inescapable
Your face, your head, your eyes, your mouth
You look away and see yourself
Turn your gaze and there you are
Confrontational, uncomfortable
You begin to doubt your reality
Where do you begin and end? 
Which of you defines you?
Does every reflection hold your soul? 
You can't find the door anymore
Can't escape from the oppressiveness of you
Your sink to your knees as someone laughs

The flying machine

It was never going to work
The mechanics all wrong
To transform lift through wooden wings

He must have known
Must have played out muscle movements in his mind
Seen that man would never fly

To illustrate and understand
He sketched out impossible plans
His frantic mind pulling his hand
Faster than man could follow

Sunday, 20 April 2025

Dreaming

Tendrils of imagination shift as I stride
Far beneath the morning tide
And lucid light filters through
Morphing dreamscapes into truth. 

I wish sometimes as I glide
That I could stay here safe inside
The pleasures of this halfway place
Before waking shatters every trace. 

Scale

'It's monumental', said the man,
'We build things big because we can
It all reflects a master plan
A city fit for kings' 

'That's well and good', I replied
'But look at it from the other side
My door's so tall and so wide
It dwarfs the giantlings

'It rises so far in the sky
The pigeons strike it as they fly, 
The doorbell's placed up there so high
That no one ever rings.'

'Don't you worry your little head' 
The builder slyly to me said
'They can use the back instead
For all their visitings.'

The devil on the door

You laugh and the world sits confused
Is it that you're laughing at us? 
What has got you so amused? 

Or have you been placed to entertain? 
Should your smile make our spirits soar? 
I do wish there was a way you could explain. 

The more I look at your frozen face
The more in pain you seem to be
Locked with that rictus grin in place

Now nothing's funny any more
You're just a carving on a door
And I wish that I could help you thaw 
And close your tired and aching jaw

The artist

He's built a town of coloured blocks
Painted orange, yellow and green
He adds one every single week
From every place he's ever been

They're rough and ramshackle things
Yet for a singular artistic theme
Though mostly made of roughshod walls
Each holds a detail from a dream

I wonder if he's building out
A model of his childhood home
Or if this will be where his soul sleeps
Surrounded by the things he's known

Art, it seems, is always thus 
No matter how obvious or obtuse
We open ourselves to creation
And leave a part in all we produce

Saturday, 19 April 2025

Merchant mile

It's a good place to shop, or so I'm told
If all you want to buy is gold
Watches, rings and diadems
Hang like flowers from their stems
With rubies, emeralds and pearls
To adorn the chosen girls
And boys of wealthy families
Who wander through here as they please
Pointing at a passing piece
To decorate a distant niece
And all the while the sellers smile
Like nimble-fingered crocodiles 

Niccolo Macchiavelli

Captured with thoughts frozen in mind
Schemes carried over from distant times
He wrote the book on hidden crimes
Niccolo Macchiavelli

How to rule and who to trust
How to keep sharp minds from rust
And sharper blades disguise their thrust
Niccolo Macchiavelli

Still, to come

The ancient and the futurist
Meet to talk over tea and mist
One squat and round as a boxer's fist
One taller and thinner than should exist
One refuses a biscuit though the other insists
They meet to write their lengthy lists
Of which things pass and which persist
Which theories fruit from scientists
Which are born easy and which resist
They argue over details missed
And lift their drinks with weary wrists
Every day they meet like this
The ancient and the futurist

Parma violets

At the side of the road
On a street like any other
A natural sweet factory blooms 

The famous Parma Violet tree springs into flower
Each buff a fragrant mauve 
A sweetly cloying crunch

The birds and the beasts flock to them
Clamouring for the lilac prize
Inflorescent creepers rolling with nectar

And on short ladders cast about
Girls are singing as they work
Sleeves rolled up and dusted pink

Thumb and forefinger pinch each stem
Skilfully strip each shining flower
Gathered in baskets for distant markets

The library

Dusty tomes on dusty shelves
The sum of all our learning
Locked away from the common man
By someone more discerning

Ideas are worth more than gold
Compressed like diamonds through the years
Explosive sparks for tinder minds 
Why wide reading should be feared

Hence the library doors are locked
Monks and princes hold the key
Who knows what damage would be caused
If such knowledge was set free

The river

Hey-ho and down to the river
Down to the banks of the wide Arno 
There I set my love a-floating 
There I left him long ago

At 16 we bound our troth
Swore on gold and danced the aisle
Seven days we swam the river
But you were harbouring all the while

Hey-ho and down to the river
Down to the banks of the wide Arno 
There I set my love a-floating 
There I left him long ago

On the sabbath day you told me
Told me of your call to war
And though I wept and beat my breast
You took your shield and took your sword

Hey-ho and down to the river
Down to the banks of the wide Arno 
There I set my love a-floating 
There I left him long ago

Seven long years I waited
Seven winters, seven springs
Forgot your gentle touch upon me
Though I clutched your wedding ring

Hey-ho and down to the river
Down to the banks of the wide Arno 
There I set my love a-floating 
There I left him long ago

When at last the men returned
Telling tales of distant lands
I was left a black-edged letter
Crumpled in my shivering hands

Hey-ho and down to the river
Down to the banks of the wide Arno 
There I set my love a-floating 
There I left him long ago

To the river I took the letter
Folded round your wedding ring
There I lay myself beside you
There for the final time I sing 

Hey-ho and down to the river
Down to the banks of the wide Arno 
There I set my love a-floating 
And floating to the see we go

A love of food

My love is like gelato
Sweet and soothing on a summers day. 
Or is it that she likes gelato
In a broadly similar way?

My love is like ristretto
Warm, dark, full of energy. 
Or is it just that my love loves
A piping shot of black coffee? 

My love is like parmesan
Sharp, mature with a long mouth-feel. 
Or is it true she likes to chew
On cheese as hard as steel? 

Inner building

Were the skies as blue when they built you?
So much had changed, was that the same? 
Was every street as thick with feet? 
Did you hear every word of the calling birds? 
Did every stone sing at the hammer's ring? 
Did those colours shine true as they shine for you? 
Red, gold and green, the brightest I've seen. 
And time stands still as it always will
And step by step we see the echoes of our history. 

The teller

Every tale you tell is slightly too golden
I'm sure not all of these things took place
That man in club and lion cape 
Why does he now hide his face
As if ashamed to be part of this
Over-embellished soft disgrace

The watcher

Who are you, looking down
With such contempt in your cardinal's crown
Your face a fixed and fiery frown
Huddled in your hooded gown. 
Why do you haunt this town? 

Friday, 18 April 2025

Sun and rain

It doesn't rain here
Doesn't stop the perfect sun
The gentle play of ruffled hair
As heat and light rejoice and lift each sparkling mote
Of darting dust, and every hue they represent
The rainbow caught and caged in time
Eternal drifting, silent spills
Of universe born on cue 
And played out under the many suns
Ever again, standing in line
Spinning, circling, slowing
These thoughts pass me by

The bear

Among the angels carrying their tune
With bagpipes, clarion and bassoon, 
Beneath their wings and cherubic curls
That welcome gods into this world
There is a tree on a mountain top
An oak that grows from solid rock
Its bark is deeply lined with age
Each lobed leaf a storied page
Beneath its boughs there stands a bear
It hides, the angels unaware
That in its eyes the heavenly host
Would be quite tasty served on toast

Perfection

How can you pass without seeing me?
How do you not stop in your tracks
And wonder at my every line and curve? 
I am perfect in every way, 
Too many to count. 
Every detail reveals deeper beauty;
Gaze at me. 
Run your eyes over me, 
Stand silent, dumb and dutiful. 
Refuse to blink, still your step, 
Just look, forever. 

The dome

In the thick and hurried hubbub, 
Harried, hustled, jostled, jumbled, 
Amid the noise and thousand feet
That pound the dusty city street
Hoving suddenly into vision
A monument to man's arrogance
Over-abundant opulence
Far beyond common sense
It rises from the shimmering air
A marble facade, a modern wonder
An alien form that's found its home
The radiance of the sun-specked dome

Milling and moving

It's easy to believe in the modern rush
That all there is is you
And millions like you
Milling and moving
Crawling and covering every inch

It's good to be reminded every now and then
That there is still space here
Where you can still gaze north and south
And see no trace of humankind
No footstep, no tyre track,
The emptiness of a planet at peace. 

mountains

'crusted peaks of black and white
Pass beneath me on my flight
As ribbons spun from cloud and snow,
Locations I will never know. 
Each one, I'm sure must have a name
That some intrepid climber claimed
A lifetime's work to reach the crown
And here am I, looking down. 

Renaissance

There's always one to draw you in
Eyes askance, a knowing wink
They're in on the secret, 
This isn't real, just a painting, 
It's all for show. 

They knew what they were doing, 
These Renaissance folks. 

The craft

Inside every stone is a flower,
A swan, a laughing, man. 

You just need to know how to see, 
How to feel the sinews pulsing there
To curl the hair and smooth the skin. 

What would you find in there?
What memory live and vivid would leap to mind
Glowing in stone, reacting to your touch?

Cut carefully, cut cleanly
Craft the form and free the thought
Find the truth that lies within. 

The Old blood

Something of the old blood clings to these walls
Welcoming and warning
Marble shines and the Arno slurs, lazy and fat 
Hawkers call and curse, rubbish swirls,
There are memories here to be made and to recollect
Of meals taken, love amassed on beating streets
Footsteps fighting broken words
Tongues mixing and meddling here,
Away from the still and silent places
Where only vespers dare to tread
And here with shutters pulled I wait
Lying in hope for the night. 

The moon on a stick

You asked for the moon on a stick
Instead I brought you a bouquet of stars 
Plucked from the night

You asked for blood from a stone
Instead I brought you dew drops
Wept by the desert sand

Not every day

Not every day is perfect
Some days, some weeks, are just the worst
When your heart is sick with worry
And your head is fit to burst
And everything you care about
Is beaten, bruised and crying out
But your love is stretched too thin
There's nothing left but empty skin